:: Friday, September 10, 2004 ::

There is always something to make my day brighter.
Lately, it has been you msn box blinking on my screen.
Love you, love

:: Love you, Bia Bonduki 7:04 PM [+] ::
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I came all the way from Floripa, 12 tiring hours, thinking of you, and how I want us to live happily ever after. That may sound cheesy, but the truth is that I can't take anymore of all that crap I've been taking lately.
Feels like nothing else fits completely. Nothing, no situation, no person, no feeling that isn't related to you.
I spent the whole morning crying over a stupid argument I had with my ex. Nevermind the reasons, all I can say is that you would never even think of doing all he's done to me, emotionally. You may have your insecurities and traumas, but I'd bet my arm you would be careful with my feelings, as much as I'd be to yours.
And I believe in it so badly, it scares me sometimes. Will I make you happy? Always? Even when I turn into a monster - and I know how bad I can get - ? All these questions will last until the day you come, and then we'll see. But I'm sure of one thing: watching you, talking to you or even chatting give me a peace I cannot find in anything else. You calm me down and give me hope, and that's what I've been needing lately.
I love you so much that I guess no one has ever granted you what I grant. Love me back as you do, and we'll get what we need to be happy: ourselves.

:: Love you, Bia Bonduki 4:05 PM [+] ::
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